Have U Ever Wanted To Say Good Bey
i have
Jun 10, 2008 11:01
By vampychick
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ya.... she deleted her mysapce profile....@_@..... welll.................yeah,.........#_#>........
(>")> ha ha its kirby...
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We're behind you all the way. Mich ^^
Don't think, do it! ^^ Don't let doubt and worry pull you away again, it'll be good to let it all out and hopefully without regret ^,^
Good Luck! *salutes*
Before you worry about tomorrow with your head down...
Be what you wanna be today. Keep on going strong, and it'll all be good.
Even turn sadness into a wind.
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hmmm thanks guys...... ive thought logically about and it and how i feel about it over the years and logic and emontion have been beating each other away and logic seeming to win about evertime but idont know..... im really hoping the one time my emotion wins again and im online i do send a big letter to her of what i feel.... and hope logic doenst come back into play before i send it......
(>")> ha ha its kirby...
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The feeling is mutual Mich, But I agree with dolphin. Unless you let those lilic feelings out, you won't feel any better. And if you don't. You'll wonder for awhile of how it would've went. Even if she rebukes you.. Know you found a stronger purpose then not telling her. I felt so much better, The veil that brought me darkness was raised and I could see much better then, Logic returned.. So, don't drown in your darkness, go for it. Know that I shall be behind you, regardless of the outcome.
I'm sorry Mich, but if you are afraid of the outcome just say the magical saying, "What will be will be"
"You gave me everything you had, even though I never asked for it."
"I told you.. Sticking a firecracker in the leprachuan's ass was a bad idea!"
"When playing Oblivion, always remember one thing: when you kill someone, you get a late night visit by Lucien!"
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Awwhhh... *hugs Mich tightly*
I do understand how that must feel -.-
Are you able to still contact her on Myspace? If so, I think you should hold your breath, send her a PM, and let your feelings out.
I know you don't want to bug her with it and the guilt may come. But once you've told her everything you'll feel so much better, and the huge weight will be lifted from your chest. I've kinda been through it and I know it's kinda hard -_-; but it does feel better.
Even if you get negative feedback, at least you can tell yourself that you've had the courage to do it after all this time.
Maybe you could continue contact with her, talk to her regularly? ^^
Good luck with it, and I hope it doesn't bug you much u.u
Before you worry about tomorrow with your head down...
Be what you wanna be today. Keep on going strong, and it'll all be good.
Even turn sadness into a wind.
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haha ya i know the feeling maybe a bit differnt for me since ive never said good bye.... havent felt the same since way back then.... first time i met her and feel in love in kidngraten... i know no way thats impossible not true i loved her then and still do to this day... but yes my best friend and i had to spilt from my love of my life and her frieind in 4th grade so it went from k - 3 grade after the 3rd grade year my loves friend was moving to a differnt state and me and my best friend moved schools over that summer i never got to say good bye to her.... and now im in 10th grade going on to 11th and im kinda stuck in the past feel like what could ive done differnt to make it better.. does she hate me... if she doesnt i do..... but im very stuck in the past to my love and everthing that went on back then... ive felt liek crap for it and cant really date all that well when im thinking that night about my old love and what i should have done or can i do anything now.....but its to late or is it?????
but i did find her on myspace few years back we talked alittle.. well i guess it was last year.. i really coundlt come out with what i was thinking.... and i havent spoken to her on myspace in a long time now too..... but still feel like crap over it my heart was feelign the best it has in a long time when i first started talking with her again but it didnt last with the past hitting me like it did.....
i found a pic i have of her from the last time i seen her in person at the party we had for her friend when she was moving..... aint goign to lie it was a few weeks ago and its the closest ive came to crying in about 4 to 5 years..... all the feelings hiting me it sucked but in away felt good.....
but i dont want to tell her how i feel now and bug her with my feeling from so many years ago get in her way half way through highschool....she seems to be doing find..... so cut off my joy to keep hers.... or hopeing she doesnt have the same feelings...
well my past part to you...... not sure if it will do anyone any good.....
(>")> ha ha its kirby...
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Everyone goes through heart break sometime in their life. Unfortunatly, I've been through it too. And I've been fooled even by the same person multiple times.
But that's in the past.
The first time you're in love, it's the best! Because you believe in everything. Gullable, innocent, pure.
Then once you've been hurt for the first time, nothing's ever the same again. There's no trust like there was, there's always doubts, worries, etc.
As much as you hate them after, deep down you will always love your first love.
I know it hurts, and it will hurt for quite a while. I know it's easy to say to "move on" but I know it's not that easy. The pain will fade in time, and patience will bring you to the right one, someone who won't hurt you.
Hang in there *hug*
Before you worry about tomorrow with your head down...
Be what you wanna be today. Keep on going strong, and it'll all be good.
Even turn sadness into a wind.
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have u ever wanted to just say good bey to the one u love but u cant bring urself to do it. then when its all said and done u feel like shit? i have and i do all the time! i was once in love with the girl of my dreams but the only problem was that she didnt feel the same as i did! so now i hate myself 4 loveing her the way i did! 
wove u all
vampy
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