"Training you is like harsh journey through waterless desert."
"What does that mean?" "Your'e an idiot." Random quote, I suppose, but that's what's in my mind whenever I come in here, whenever I come to realise just why I returned. I was basically about to forget AnimeCutie, and I almost had, but things keep pulling me back *looks at StyX* and with that comes consequence. I am reminded of things, things I want to forget, but then is it a coencidence that I am pulled back to this place simultaniously as I moved back to my summerhome? A year ago today I was very prominent and frequent on AnimeCutie. Now things have changed. Many things have changed. The site layout has not changed so much, but a few new things do stand out. Overall though, I am familiar with the simplicity of the design (as well as the bugs). There are a few people missing, or otherwise yet unseen by me. Ed comes to mind, I wonder what happened to her. ILG is no longer here, and this once active community is down to a handful of people. Shadowmancer... yes, things have changed, very much so, and it unsettles me. Ocean Sky is facing epic family issues, which will not be discussed here. Kakashi Wolfclaws and Tai are gone. Basically all I can do about that is shrug. The focus has shifted to the RolePlays, and at times I even think AnimeCutie should itself shift focus from a general anime forum to an RolePlay site. That's why I have returned here, in fact. Sorry guys, but I haven't returned for anyone, only to RolePlay again in CyberFusion RP. That is henceforth possibly the only place in which you will find me posting, however if less than 3 people are genuinely dedicated to this RolePlay and its slowly unfolding story that I have spent a long time plotting, then it will be forfeit; it deserves better. I know for a fact BleedingFlower can't wait to get back into the shoes of her character, and StyX basically dragged me back so it can continue. Shadowmancer posted, but I question her feelings towards simply my being back on AnimeCutie. WaterWolf I have not heard from in a while, and PhonixFyre is out and about working two jobs. The_Black_Darkness has been missing for 6 monthes. We will need spaces filled out, the story has not yet been fully revealled so there is room. However I implore the following people to focus on CyberFusion: StyX for his excellent posts, BleedingFlower for her passionate dedication, and Shadowmancer. Soon to come in the RP are yet more characters, more light on the story, and a surprise. Thank you anyone who reads this, and have a good day. |
Tomiko : XD Rei maybe my father will fix your computor XD rp's are fun. But i am not good at them so i will read. this one is good?
Rei--alchemy aprentice-- : huh? hey my post was longer than that! :( i think my comp is broken...dang
Rei--alchemy aprentice-- : WOOT! YA! im happy that rp will start going again...dont look at me like that im not crazy...i just like reading the rp...*
Rei--alchemy aprentice-- : WOOT! YA! im happy that rp will start going again...dont look at me like that im not crazy...i just like reading the rp...*
Rei--alchemy aprentice-- :
Shadowmancer : Oh, no, I didn't mean to sound like a lecture....sorry if it did. I was just referring to what WW said. I know you're not ready and it's totally okay. Well, I'm glad you're joining the RP with us. ^-^
Polaris : I was only remarking on the ideal of "forgiving and forgetting", not on you specifically, Saturn. How people tend to think about the "forgetting" part as being absolute and complete. I did not remark on you in any way, sorry it appeared that way.
Saturn Sensei : You people don't know how to listen I said I'm not READY to forgive and forgot, that is quite different from knowing how to and don't need to lecture me either I'. What ever happened to freedom of expression, huh? This is place is like everywhere else try to express my views and everyone immediately tunes me out and starts saying I'm wrong.
Polaris : You can forgive and you can forget. But if you forget everything then you have learned nothing. What is meant by the word "forget" is simply forgetting the fact that harm stems from a person, in which case would be reasonable since there is no more harm in what I do. As for your offer, Saturn, I'd be more than happy to welcome you into the RP, yeah of course ^_^. I think the character "Nichole" is without anyone to roleplay, as is Linden. Though Phonixfyre's reaction to my return was one of shock and disbeleif, I do not think she would be thrilled about RPing now that she is juggling 2 jobs, she is hardly ever online anymore.
Shadowmancer : Saturn, I've learned that you don't have to forget to forgive. I understand that it will take plenty of time to forgive the things done wrong, but I know that forgetting them isn't always best. We learn from things done in the past, weather it be our own or someone else's. As for the RPs, I'm glad that I'll have more than one topic to post in again. ^^
Saturn Sensei : I'm glad you're back, Pol. I can't say that I'm totally ready to forgot the things of the past. I've got my demons to wrestle with of course, but you've had such a big impact on me that I can't just 'forgive and forgot'; on the other hand, if you want me to help out with the CyberFusion roleplay I'd be happy to. I always enjoy a good story, being part of one is even better ^.^ .
Water wolf : I'm with Shady, my friend, yeah, i agree with all you said, but you know how's life is, forgiving and forgoting, well, let's put this show in the road!
Polaris : We will see.
Shadowmancer : Polaris,
I have forgiven the things that used to be and have placed myself to look for the changes. I do believe there are second chances for all and I am willing to give you that second chance. Do understand that new trust must be built for you to become that beloved friend once more.
Sincerely,
Shadowmancer