The Feeling of Pain Inside

I smile for you*
I cry for you*
I heal for you*
I bleed for you*
I breath for you*
I choke for you*
I live for you*
I die for you*
I call for you*
I wait for you*
I dream for you*
I scream for you*
I feed for you*
I starve for you*
I fight for you*
I lose for you*

Everything I do for you*
You* deserve everything that comes
Everything that you* may come across.

'''But I Don't Deserce You*'''

I sit here for you*
:Crying: for you*
I'm :bleeding: for you*
Blood down my arms for you*
:Choking: for you*
Everything I do for you*

You* don't notice it
You* don't notice -me-
You* don't care for -me- anymore
I thought you* had once loved -me-

But I cry out for you*
With an =empty box of tissues
(Waiting) for your* voice to answer mine+

I sit here in my _empty_dark_ corner
:Wondering: whether to wait=? for you*
Will you* (come back) to -me-
And give me your** >LOVE< once again

I don't know wether to "move on"
To "let go" of you*
To face the facts and live¬? with it

But at least your** ^happy^
I -hope your** ^happy^

^Happy^ with what you've** done to -me-

The ~tears~ that I've ~cried~ for you*
The #blood# that I've #bled# for you*

Yet... you* don't ((understand))
What I've been through for you*
You* don't know
You* don't want to know
You* don't want to know -me-

I loved: you*
More than +life+ itself
More than >anyone else could ever >LOVE< you*

I ask myself
*Every Single Day*
"Did I do something wrong?"
"How can I make myself better for you*?"
"Why did you* leave me?"
"Did you* ever >LOVE< -me-?"

I'm :sitting: here
Having to "let you* go"

And It [{[BURNS]}]
Like V-DEEP-V {FIRES} in !HELL!

I have NOTHING to ?=LIVE=? for anymore
I lived for you*
I lived to make you* :smile:
I lived to make you* ^happy^ and 'joyfully' :laugh:

But I cannot= do 'those' anymore... #not# anymore... I ~loved you*... now I've lost you*

But I can only whisper (one) word to you*
Hoping that one_day... you could |hear| it...

"As Much As I >LOVE< YOU*
I /WISH\ I HAD NEVER MET YOU*"